HEARTBEAT

My heart is beating pretty steady today,after a rough week of fights and frustrations i think i have managed to regain my peace :-) once again

I had huge fight with some of my friends last week, and there was lot of drama,
I think one of the worst things is having to deal with conflict between you and your pals , its funny that sometimes the people that hurt you the most are the people that are closest to you, I am dealing with that right now,but what i have come to realise is that forgiveness has to take place and i have to realease and forgive my friends and they must do like wise,I have also come to realise in any relationship there is going to be conflict but its how you deal with the conflict that matters,even though sometimes its tough to forgive ,especially when really deep hurting words have been spoken but forgiveness always have a way of releasing you, one of the pastors from the church i go to always says unforgiveness is like drinking poison and hoping it kills the other person,and i feel that is so true, when i was mad at my friends and bitter ,the bitterness was getting to me and affecting me and not them,but thank God the forgiveness has started to take place .

I also realised i had to forgive myself ,i feel sometimes the person hardest to forgive is yourself,i was feeling so convicted especially because some of the words i spoke and i sowed into other peoples lives,yes sometimes the person hardest to forgive is the person in the mirror,but thanjk God i have.

Well the start of this week is pretty amazing, I am really expecting

HEARTBEAT